Can you forget to breathe and well, not die?

Sometimes I get so crazed at work that I literally feel like I forget to breathe. I'm Type A all the way, and I get easily worked up, frustrated and overwhelmed, but I pull it together and get the job done, and done right. It's the in-between stuff that sucks. And I wonder why I have high blood pressure! :op Between implementing this new case management system and doing day to day work, and moving on Friday, I'm about to freak.the.hell.out!

I actually had a "first" yesterday - I went to two stores, Target and Walmart, and didn't buy one single thing!!! Yes folks, it's a miracle!!! I realized that the entertainment center I have, which is HUGE, won't fit into my new living room. So, I need to buy a smaller one or a TV stand or armoire to put my TV etc in. I went to Target, saw a couple I liked but were a little more than I wanted to spend. So, I figured I'd check Walmart before making my decision (that in and of itself could take forever). I checked both places out online; since I need to have it in my hands, and put together, by Saturday morning, ordering online won't work, it'll take too long or cost a fortune to get it shipped that quickly. I found a few I liked at Walmart, but God I hate going to that store. Total pain in the ass. So, I figured I'd sleep on it and get one tomorroe (being today). So, I went in and went out of both stores without buying one goddamn thing. Now THAT's a miracle!!

I am starting to spaz about moving. It doesn't seem like a lot of work when, well, you don't have to do it yet. But I've started packing up my books and stuff, and it's all starting to sink in. With this, and with work, I am totally freakin! I don't even have a whole lot of stuff (the majority of the furniture is my roommates' stuff, so I need to buy a lot of my own stuff), but still, enough to make me ill lol. I haven't even been to the gym that much, with everything else going on there just isn't time. I hate that!

I just heated up my leftover lasagna from the lunch with Boo, JP and Raven, and encountered something 'strange' within the meatballs.... I'm not sure what it is, could be mushroom or God knows what else, but it completely grossed me out and now I can't eat the rest of it - Mochi, the adorable office dog, is helping me, doesn't seem to bother him any.

Not to mention there's a big bee up in the kitchen so I'm afraid to go back up there (I HATE bees), and I found about 25 or so ants under my desk crawling around, so I Lysoled them to death and are killing the few straglies around as I find them. I am grossed out beyond belief and still fuckin hungry!!!

I bought a cheap-o set of computer speakers for my computer FINALLY the other day, and actually put them in myself and they work!! Somewhere, someone loves me :op